A sideways look at his lips
the deliberate smile twisting at hers
as she sees the familiar twinkle
sensing his confusion, his excitement
his utter disbelief in her perfection
her slow "turn-away"...
teleprompter guiding her script
her shoulders drop to a silly smile
feeling his exhale,
his nervous redemption seiving
to a cool breath
cuing her next move
her "needing" eyes smile up
making his chest fill,
posture rises to a kings lair
stride determined
as her breath falls calm
knowing...selfishly satisfied
todo azul, todo azul, todo azul
Friday, January 30, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
mobile test + nervous
cross your fingers for me...TWICE.
one for the small plane that I am on...which will be "bumpy"
second, for a new job in LA...
beverly hills anyone...geez..even I'm surprised sometimes.
Friday, January 23, 2009
..in 60 degree clouds
venison tenderloin and beef fajitas topped off with some tamales.
HOME!
My mom will tell me im too skinny while my dad looks two steps behind me for my todd...as he scolds me for traveling alone.
I get to meet my new niece and see my nephews having grown.
hopefully play some tennis with a dear friend. and drink with another.
and of course..the deposition...
I'd rather swim in the silver linings.
HOME!
My mom will tell me im too skinny while my dad looks two steps behind me for my todd...as he scolds me for traveling alone.
I get to meet my new niece and see my nephews having grown.
hopefully play some tennis with a dear friend. and drink with another.
and of course..the deposition...
I'd rather swim in the silver linings.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
cutting back on...
...bad stuff
So the holidays are over and the few pounds did creep thier way into my jeans. Not to fret, I have things under control. :)
As I get older my intolerance towards the "unhealthy" grows. I'm not sure if this is making me more shallow...Recently, more and more, I am disgusted to see someone have a total disregard to their health and composure.
I am definately not a perfect picture of health, so I have no jurisdiction to draw conclusions about ones choices, and there are better things i could judge a person on...character, honesty, intellegence, etc.
THere is no real point, except that im gonna try to be a fucking rockstar in all senses...
tomorrow i will probably delete this, realizing its not productive.
So the holidays are over and the few pounds did creep thier way into my jeans. Not to fret, I have things under control. :)
As I get older my intolerance towards the "unhealthy" grows. I'm not sure if this is making me more shallow...Recently, more and more, I am disgusted to see someone have a total disregard to their health and composure.
I am definately not a perfect picture of health, so I have no jurisdiction to draw conclusions about ones choices, and there are better things i could judge a person on...character, honesty, intellegence, etc.
THere is no real point, except that im gonna try to be a fucking rockstar in all senses...
tomorrow i will probably delete this, realizing its not productive.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
desire
when technology and society has stuffed our pockets with the tools to sabatoge our well being. :) the beauty of human character
bittersweet melodies
a breath, a sigh
a sullen fall to the couch behind me
reliving the touch, the smell, the feel
eyes fluttering to the distant thought
a gaze, almost soothing
feeling the needles at my back
pulling me through
relentlessly keeping me from my calm
replay
a sullen fall to the couch behind me
reliving the touch, the smell, the feel
eyes fluttering to the distant thought
a gaze, almost soothing
feeling the needles at my back
pulling me through
relentlessly keeping me from my calm
replay
Thursday, January 15, 2009
you!
not you! don't be so presumptuous!
YOU there..yes YOU!
this is mine...
ha!
i was about to rant when a distressed friend calls from a coffee shop that only takes cash. As i save her, she saves me.
cheers to ppl who dont believe in credit!
YOU there..yes YOU!
this is mine...
ha!
i was about to rant when a distressed friend calls from a coffee shop that only takes cash. As i save her, she saves me.
cheers to ppl who dont believe in credit!
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
boiling
A hexagonal pattern emerges in water when heat is added to it in a uniform manner.
This pattern will persist indefinately if it remains a closed system.
BUT as an open system the uniformity will be disturbed by an imperfection in the plate, inpurities, or heat differentiations.
The order [at our visual scale] bursts into the familiar beginning of a roaring boil.
The threshold is acute but relevant to the beginning of its dissipative phase...magically floating away into a mist.
complexity over simplified...i'm tired.
This pattern will persist indefinately if it remains a closed system.
BUT as an open system the uniformity will be disturbed by an imperfection in the plate, inpurities, or heat differentiations.
The order [at our visual scale] bursts into the familiar beginning of a roaring boil.
The threshold is acute but relevant to the beginning of its dissipative phase...magically floating away into a mist.
complexity over simplified...i'm tired.
Monday, January 12, 2009
render me new
A brisk twenty minute walk with cheeks warmed by the sunshine.
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Where did I go?
Sunday, January 11, 2009
practice round
the empty barrel didn't satisfy
the paper boy didn't budge
it mocks, my shoulders pulled back
and the breath at lips agasp
the artificial breeze sways him
to the rhythm of a dry swallow
he smirks passed the yellow gaze
even passed the brown eyes, to the new
preparations were made for this
but yet it surprises every time
the pendelum that drops to the tangent of empty
it surprises me everytime
the paper boy didn't budge
it mocks, my shoulders pulled back
and the breath at lips agasp
the artificial breeze sways him
to the rhythm of a dry swallow
he smirks passed the yellow gaze
even passed the brown eyes, to the new
preparations were made for this
but yet it surprises every time
the pendelum that drops to the tangent of empty
it surprises me everytime
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
care bear
In giving friends advice we learn things about ourselves.
I don't give advice much, but when i do, its only because I can feel the anger, confusion or hurt they feel. like looking in a mirror of experience. Hence, i RARELY give advice.
but i did and i can breathe easy with her
knowing that with the begining of her closure came the final steps in mine
happily, a deep breath
I don't give advice much, but when i do, its only because I can feel the anger, confusion or hurt they feel. like looking in a mirror of experience. Hence, i RARELY give advice.
but i did and i can breathe easy with her
knowing that with the begining of her closure came the final steps in mine
happily, a deep breath
Sunday, January 4, 2009
back-to-work pleasa-pastries
The turnover..
really easy to make.
fun sticky flaky mess when eaten.
enjoy with moderation
really easy to make.
fun sticky flaky mess when eaten.
enjoy with moderation
Saturday, January 3, 2009
home catalogue image 002
sheer curtain: came with apartment
cat: The Brain, adopted 6 years ago from HSPCA
pillow: gift from Delkash on year ago, I need to call her.
virgin mary candle: going away gift from cookie and chad in 2006
Thursday, January 1, 2009
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