Curating towards Self

I walked into this warm place
and it felt so good
The things I chose welcomed me
A blue lamp
A bowl of crayons
Brass plated horse heads

guiding me towards a quiet Self
with soft music and clean floors
smells of burnt musky wood
and moonlight streaming

A new Self welcomed me home

Happy New Year

Oh U!-niverse

you've warned me about your undying love for me
how grateful I am for your guidance

We will see what you have in store for me next
I trust you completely

Amen

breathing very slowly

inhale the future, exhale the past

My New Moon Release

Women's bare feet in a circle, chanting songs of strength, setting fire to dried twigs, and sharing our New Moon releases. With their strength and mine I released Regret... the regret that has found its way into my belly, my womb. It is a morsel that has grounded its roots within this year. I release it and more importantly, the denial I have about feeling it. "I am not a creature of regret" I can still hear myself proudly saying to others and to myself. This conviction was so true that I had not recognized the awful little fear ridden thing growing inside me - so I ignored it. The truth is, I do have regrets. Admitting this is my truth before the New Moon.  Releasing it is my truth after.

Be Grateful

A highly intelligent  person full of light and optimism -the kind of person I sought to be like. My model human being. He lost everything two weeks ago. Not his health and not his wealth, but his best friend and two children in a plane crash.  You are right, there are no words. No words that could ease someones heart break. No words. So no words were spoken.

Be grateful for those that have touched your life. And tell them so.

most important.. my why

My why
I believe in smart and responsible design that promotes adaptability and flexibility - places that embolden the lives people already live. I believe in the future of a new space for the people that are becoming.

My how
The homes I design have open floor plans with clean and modern design. Materials that feel good to our feet and hands, openings that maximize light but include privacy, and technologies that promote environmental awareness.

My what
I design and build modern homes that people live in. Would you like to experience/invest in one?

snow

lighter thoughts

"they play along"

dance within my heart
"they kiss my scalp"

while my boots spread

"where everything is good"

and my nose melts with cold air

"nothings wrong and nothings true "

who'd have thought!?!

Runners are surrounding me!

So I have always, almost proudly even, expressed my dislike for running; even that my body simply wasn't built for that kind of torture. Alas, I'm giving it a shot. A real shot. Not a half-assed attempt to lose weight - where I absolutely HATE every second of it. No. I'm running for a few reasons. Mostly because I think I can. I have NEVER believed I could be a runner. My two brothers and countless other friends that have changed their lives with running, all being of utmost inspiration. Doin' it.

when wants become reality...

I can have anything i want.

It's not about things or money, although i will get those too.
It's about the joy of each day.
Waking up to clean space , a clean heart and a clean mind.

at least 6 days out of the week. :)

PS... this is what happens when a woman watches LEMONADE by Beyonce.

oh captain my captain

you have my knowledge 

my heart, my eyes, my soul

give me the rope to set my sail

tug at my conscious and wake me up 

with pounding waves and 

winds from Zeus himself

show yourself!

so i can dive swiftly into the ocean that awaits me.

Jan 17' reads : Shoe Dog by Phil Knight , You are a Badass by Jen Sincero

draft - revisited

the streets look the same
because i haven't changed

I suppose I wrote the above in a moment of apathy and ungratefulness.

I have changed and the streets have as well.
I have a business... one that I can call my own!
I have goals that I thought were only meant for other types of people - six figures, two homes, debt-free, proud and self-reliant single mom

Those goals would have never existed before.  I have changed and the streets look very different to me these days.