some for fun

pakistani underworld
...but he thinks its a beach chair
hoot!
hahaha!

Laundry day

It's a thing Teamlove does together... A broken shoulder isn't good for our ritual, not to mention my wardrobe.

actions vs words

so i fucked up.. let someone down in a very dramatic way.
It is not in my nature to apologize for my actions.. the words "im sorry" are rarely spoken. the words "i apologize" are spoken more but also dependant on the situation... more often for my careless actions.

In this situation: "i apologize, in the most sincere way".

But on the same token, I don't expect they care for my apologies...as usually i don't care for someone elses. I accept apologies all the time, but in the sense that i say, ok lets move forward. forget and forgive is an easy notion for me.

But as I vowe never to do this to this person again, i wonder if they'll ever even give me that chance... for redemption.

i'm tired

I'm a nap fanatic.. I don't think there should be any shame in taking a nap mid day. and if it so happens you're at work at midday then so be it.
i want a nap. :(
-watermelon is healthy

clickity mousy

i remember now how exhausting design can be..
perfectly and beautifully exhausting.
last two days for the competition...
first offical MIRA charrette!
and have the next thing alreay lined up!!!
clickity clack!

coffee: chosen poison

i have nothing to say, but i feel like saying something.
So let us choose a subject..
and by us, i mean me... cause frankly Frank, the tank that gives a shit took the last train out.
yeah that tank.. he's an asshole, never takes a moment in the sun, to smell the flowers and feed the bees.

-Watermelon sometimes makes love to Cantaloupe in my fridge.. i think it's a bit disturbed

psycho bitch atcha!

the seperation of my limbs
ripped apart, tossed and slammed
painting the ground with my shame
marking far distance between us

desperation flooding my laid cheek
drowning my open mouth
its consumption a painful victory
marking the far distance i see us

the high tide holding steady
steady
calm
steady
it mocks my eager eyes that wait for its recession.

sunshine!

not just the kind I seem to give off, but the REAL kind..

the cherry blossoms were reaping springs benefits... so i fell in love with an underdog.

FYI.. brooklyn botanical gardens are free to any Pratt ID holder, AND their friends.

MIRA tangent

one competitin inspiration that might become my summer flavor.

thin ropes

my toes curl trying .. steady
the balance tretourous
my eyes unsteady at yours
they shake me
test me

they fail me

seasons

want

to
go
camping

:)

my friends rock!

the feel good zephyr made its way back to me!
But this time with the help of a friend how sent me a video, another who brought me cake to work, and of course The One who brought my breakfast to bed.

Indeed it's a bright day!

And as a different friend suggested recently... I do feel like a pedestal is in my horizon...if only for a day. HA!

news bulletin:

it's raining...
this place eroding at such a level
so subtle the shift
only by time an inch
making me stumble down

clearly sopping
covered and drenched

such a cliche of a storm

break me...

already!
your thoughts are creeping
running and seeping
not at your words
but your actions that follow

very unfinished.