burden

mi amor.. id like to say
but the words are dry in my mouth
the crook in my neck isnt helping
id like to smile but i cant
dance but im tired

and then you give me sadness
to make me feel better

Hey mami.

So here we go. My new mother board in my new computer.

I should be happy with my toy but I am debating whether this is a good thing or a bad thing. As if i don't sit in front of a computer at work enough*? Why would i subject myself to more screen time? More eye strain and bad posture in the comfort of my own home? It's not like my desk chair at home is something worth missing while I'm away. I'm addicted to the internet and the machines who bring it to me.


*As she types from her office at 9:53PM