i cant sleep...ive written and deleted about four entries. frustrated and ungrounded, i then planned on reciting to you my first efforts at poetry. while pulling the poem folder from the shelf, Meditations from Conversations With God stumbled out.
MEDITATTION for Nov.23 : BEGIN BY BEING STILL. QUIET THE OUTER WORLD, SO THAT THE INNER WORLD MIGHT BRING YOU SIGHT.
yes it's a psuedo-meditation...but maybe i will try to be still for a bit.
i couldnt sit still it seems...damn me!
ReplyDeleteThe last conversation I had with God didn't go too well. We agreed to meet at our favorite diner, Merritt's, and discuss how we were going to split up everything.
ReplyDelete"You understand, all I really want is your eternal soul." He started.
"Take it, I don't need it anymore." I snapped back inbetween drags of a cigarette.
Quite suddenly, He began to weep, "Why are you do this?? I need you, I'm nothing without you!"
But I had already made my decision, "That's right, you are nothing."
I never saw Him again.