anger rant

so considering how angry i woke up (at him). i think i can assume i am going through the very typical stages of grief/loss. whether bargaining will come next, we will see. for now. anger.

he gave up on us. without even really trying. 

to try: to express with a notion to resolve.. never happened. 

too much damned calling.. i will see you tomorrow. was his expression.

forcing my hand to deal with the issues he had with our relationship

fuck you.. im not crazy. 

im angry.

it is not a wasted emotion but one that comes from disappointment and the realization that I've been wronged. tremendously wronged.

and i have every right to be angry (at him).