brain overload

too much to do and a panic sets in.
I can only focus on making lists of things to do, but not actually doing them.
for example:
wake up early
get to work early
work out 3 times a week
cook 18 out of my 21 meals
begin taking my ARE exams to actually be an architect
get a new job
get a new apartment
visit my family in houston
go to the social security office to get my maiden name back
go the DMV office to get my maiden name back
finish my website
be happy
hug the people i love.
start doing the things i make lists of